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We ALL once a while think about how little things change our world. I know it might sound silly but it’s true. If you were late and miss the bus, or if your wallet falls and you have to hang it. Those little coincidence made second by second change your day, who knows… You are sitting there reading this for a reason. I might not be so good at writing but just imagine how beautiful are coincidence that made of a day so different. Think a moment, how a really unexpected moment have changed your planes and so your day. I think that life is made of little moments, tiny tiny ones, made of choices that seem insignificant but they aren’t, made by thoughts, by smiles, by a melancholic expressions, how fast we can change our mood if we see someone who we love smiling, or better, laughing, enjoy it and cheers for that. It can be a tiny thing but your life is full of it, so even if it is something insignificantly good that happened to you this morning, smile and really enjoy it, because if you are hopping something really big to happen and change your hole life you can wait forever and it can or can not happen BUT if you smell the roses while you hope, take for sure that you are going to enjoy the journey more than if you don’t. A rose, a kid running, your favorite song playing in some random place while you pass by, that look someone gives you, the smell of your roommate cocking when you got home, the taste of hot chocolate, that joke you listened by chance at the bus, the morning light, so many things…

ok I may be boring you, but I think those things have made my life better, and helped me through some serious problems so I just wanted to share it. Maybe it can be useful for you or someone you know. Blessings.

I always think someone is looking at me. Does anyone feels the same or I’m the only freak?

I’m perfectionist when I have to take notes, I have to write perfect, draw perfect, everything have to be equidistant BUT my room is the worst mess you can imagine.

My best saturday isn’t a party at night or whatever… is an afternoon in bed, with hot chocolate in my hand and a great great movie (those who make you think a lot and have a really hidden message)

I love being at libraries, even if I don’t read anything (I’m don’t read that much, I just like peace and quiet) I could live here (I’m in one right now)

When I’m in class or in a library I always choose the site on the corner, I like to be kind of hidden, don’t know why.

I like feed me with images and smells, I think I feed my stomach more than my soul and I need to continue changing that.

I take everything too seriously, depression, euphoria, friendship, too SERIOUSLY (except university) , when everything comes wrong I just freak out and punish myself and everyone else who is involve in that change.

I wish I wouldn’t take things too seriously and start taking university more seriously.

I love hot chocolate with almonds, that puts me in a good mood, almost aaaalways,

I like smoking cigarettes, I wish I wouldn’t. Come on! we have to be considered with environment.

I still hopping good people to be my friend, loyal ones, GOD I THINK IT’S THE RIGHT TIME, I can still wait but… Don’t you think have been enough already? So please. I wonder if I’m doing something wrong…

I dream with traveling around the world, know different cultures and a lot of people full of stories to tell, and smiles to give.

Right now I wanted to be at home drinking chocolate and seing a movie, but instead I’m at the library trying to study -yep- and drinking hot chocolate.